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Saturday, 07 August 2010

  • STAGE FIVE CLINGER!!!!


    Haha.... yeah.


    And a bad kisser.

    I'm thinking about breaking the, I'm just not who think I am by having him show up and me sitting on the porch:

    in a skimpy bikini
    smoking a cigarette
    strong drink beside me
    and kissing a girl.


    Haha, he would run. All the things he hates.

    I mean seriously, twice already I've told him I just wanted to be friends.
    So, why not make him say it by being everything he hates?

    ugh.

    Haha, life is hilarious. I find myself laughing more and more everyday.

    I love it.

    NO really I do.

Thursday, 15 July 2010

  • Sooo there's this boy. His name is Ben. We hung out all yesterday and into the night.

    He left at 130 this morning.

    He's sweet.

    and LOVES the outdoors.

    I don't want to rush into anything. Not at all.

    But, it's getting harder not to.

Wednesday, 14 July 2010

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

  • In all the sadness that I've had thrown at me in the past 36 hours and all the tears I've tried to stop my friend from crying...

     

    I've found myself smiling more today than I have in the past two months. 

     

    I can't even explain it, I don't know why I'm happy. I just have this overwhelming feeling of everything is going to be okay and that I shouldn't feel upset over anything at all. 

     

     

    Everything is going to be okay... 

     

    you just gotta believe it. 

Monday, 24 May 2010

  • I'm starting to think this whole idea of love is a myth. 

     

     

    My friend just moved to Washington state to finally be with her husband now that he is back from Iraq for the third time. She was finally able to move to where he was with their 7 month old. They have been together for 5 years. Married for almost two years. If I could have used anyone as an example for what love was, it would be those two. He was finally home on Tuesday. She knew things would be weird for a little bit. So she didn't say anything. 

     

    Yesterday he said he no longer loved her and wanted a divorce. 
    She called me crying. She was out there alone. She doesn't deserve this. Their daughter doesn't deserve this. She got back in Alabama early this morning.

     

    This whole idea of love... I don't see it. At all. I'm just seeing the whole love feeling disappearing in front of my eyes for everyone.

     

    "Til death do us part." yeah....  right.

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